The days to Christmas are dwindling as I plan a trip home. It is a sad one this year as my aunt may not be here for the next one. To go home one last time and enjoy my family even though I have issues I am dealing with seems to be the right thing to do.
Temptations this year are tough. emotionally, i am dealing with a lot of temptations. i made a vegetarian chocolate bundt cake (no frosting) and couldn't stay away from it, so i froze it to enjoy at a later date, when "esting the whole thing at once" won't happen.
Emotions run deep and spray all over the place this time of year.
It is coping with it that helps and finding ways to defeat the emotions of this year.
It is the last year for my aunt, The first Christmas without my bro, tom and
my Mom wants to sit down and divdide out all her earthly possessions with my sister and I.
No wonder i would rather create a new and private christmas for myself rather than face the issues at hand with my family. But there are times when being with family no matter how difficult is the right things to do. so it is this year.
